i am tardcore

Sat, 04 Dec 2004 00:21:53 GMT

ashley is a buttcheek, me and josh have awesome sex, and omg do i hate fat people!!!!

continuing from the last one

Mon, 23 Aug 2004 16:01:49 GMT

i dont know how but some of it got deleted ok so yeah we think of ways to murder people. i think were both new age nazis who discriminate against no one.... we just hate everyone. just imagine us chopping up bodies with a dull bladed exacto knife and hanging them from trees by their intrails. awesome!!!!!! we are the future serial killers listening to 80s and new wave. if you read this read the one below it too so youre not fucking lost.

yo ho ho and a cup full of cum(idk)

Mon, 23 Aug 2004 15:55:04 GMT

ok so as you all know me and ashley got a job together. well we both hate it a) because we work with a fat bull dyke russian lesbian named olga who constantly stares at us and does nothing but sit on her ass and take smoke breaks!!!! awesome at being a fat loser with no life who just happens to work at a cookie place. b) were fucking surrounded by russians who dont know how to speak english and look to us to help them all the god damn time. c) our manager hates us and btw shes a fat old lady with missing teeth, and finally d) the only person we like and who keeps us sane is leaving tomorrow to go back to college. we are both trying to find other jobs because if i keep the one i have i am gonna be forced to get another job so that i will have 2 part time jobs because thet are cutting our hours back. which is bullshit because all the fucking idiot russians still have 40 hours a week while ashley and i bust our asses and they do basically nothing. go back to the fucking ussr and drink grey goose til you die kthanx. ashley and i have decided to have fun at work by making fun of fatties on parade that walk by, come up with tshirt ideas, and think of really invntive and different ways to kill people we hate which would be just about !!!! p.s. carly you are invited to help us continue to be evil. <3

yayyyy

Wed, 18 Aug 2004 04:17:34 GMT

ASHLEY IS GONNA MOVE IN!!!!!! ROCKIN LIKE MOTHER FUCKIN DOKKEN!!!

eek!!!

Tue, 17 Aug 2004 15:52:38 GMT

found an appartment for 535 a month k thanx. 2 bedrooms one bath. ashley isnt gonna move in so if anyone wants to move in feel free to hit me up. ok so today i have to work. awesome!!!! mrs.fields cookies in sandestin outlet mall. stop by and ill give you some free shit. ok so im gonna shut my mouth. later and word to yo momma.

and the town was painted red

Mon, 16 Aug 2004 17:54:48 GMT

a couple of nights ago me and josh and ashley all hung out. we met at eotl and i got to meet carly joshs best friend and btw shes the cutest thing ive ever seen. her boyfriend rob is also rokken like dokken. p.s. carly were aloud to talk about chainsaw abortions whenever we want. hehehehe. ok so we tried to find something to eat and ended up getting lost where josh proceeded to run a stop sign. awesome! so yeah we ended up at sluggos but were like fuck this there is no service. and so we went to taco bell and checkers and decided we wanted to eat in a haunted graveyard. we were listening to james eha alll during this time. hott!!!! anywho.... when we got there josh and ashley bailed on that idea so we just ate in the car and then went to kaoz. where the trauma ensued. we were originally going there to get retainers for our piercings but ashley ended up getting her middle lip done and josh go his right lip. so yeah i think the girl who did it was stoned maybe cuz she totally made them bleed all over the place. my poor boyfriend got tortured. it was disgusting. anyways after that we dropped by kemos party where we saw fat and goddamn it was funny. and we hung out long enough for ashley to see and meet queke and then we were out. peace and word to your mother. yesterday me and ashley started our first day of work. it was fun. we ate cookies. and we fucked around all day. sweet!!!! theres nothing better than working with your best friend. kthanx. im out!!!

savannahxcore

awwwwwes

Sun, 08 Aug 2004 22:48:58 GMT

i have an amazing someone
someone id love you to meet
my amazing someone's my partner
my way to feel complete

i have an amazing someone
someone that holds my hand
he kisses me so gentley
and softly in the

i have an amazing someone
someone to make laugh
go thrifting in the good will
and is my better half

i have an amazing someone
someone i really care for
to make me feel alive
its you, josh, i adore

*i love his A-minor*

:(

Tue, 11 May 2004 01:48:27 GMT

my day has been horrible. i got my braces worked on today and that felt like uber horrible. my whole mouth is hurting and i can eat anything. i have this feeling that none of my relationships will ever work out and when i finally think ive met someone worth while i get this feeling in the pit of my stomach that says no savannah youre just going to get hurt again. im going to see stephen this weekend im pessimistic about how it will turn out. i havent talked to him in a while and i was hoping he could help me with some stuff but i dont know where he is. i feel completely drained and lost. i dont know what im supposed to do. maybe i shouldnt go. maybe i should just stay home and not waste the time or money of going up there and being dissapointed.if there were some way i could just talk to him and voice my concerns i would feel better but i cant.

looky

Tue, 04 May 2004 20:19:42 GMT

. Who did you last get angry with? my ex boyfriend cuz hes a fucking deusch bag and i hope he burns in hell for what he did to me
2. What is your weapon of choice? my fucking belt3. Would you hit a member of the opposite sex?hell yeah ill kill a bitch

4. How about of the same sex?hell yeah ill kill a nigga!

5. Who was the last person who got really angry at you?
my brother cuz i went to see his best friend and not him
6. What is your pet peeve?liars and cheaters

7. Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily?
i will fucking come back to haunt you when im dead as a toenail and ill live in your bathroom and one day youll step on me and your foot will get infected and fall the fuck off
SLOTH
1. What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't done in a long time?
brush my hair
2. What is the latest you've ever woken up? 8 at night
3. Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't.
my dad
4. What is the last lame excuse you made?
my phone was broken so i just decided to swing by
5. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through (one of the long ones...)? oh hell yes!!!! im all about that toothbrush cleaner
6. When was the last time you got a good workout in?
this morning
7. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today? not once
GLUTTONY
1. What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice?bacardi o
2. Meat eaters:
only cuz i have to
3. What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing/event?
a big ass bottle of bacardi, 3 beers, and 4 shots of tequilla sunrise... you know how we do
4. Have you ever used a professional diet company?
no..... why am i fat?
5. Do you have an issue with your weight?
oh god my ass is soooo fat.... its unbeweaveable
6. Do you prefer sweets, sour foods, salty foods, or spicy foods?
i want that spicy shit
7. Have you ever looked at a small house pet or child and thought, "LUNCH!"?
this one time when i was real hungry i thought about killing my step moms parakeet

LUST
1. How many people have you seen naked (not counting movies/family)?
the number astounds me.... way too many to count
2. How many people have seen YOU naked?
everyone who knows me
3. Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a member of your gender of choice during a normal conversation?
hell yes.... both girls and guys.... i like boobs
4. Have you "done it"?
thats just a ridiculous question..... yeah hehehe
5. What is your favorite body part on a person of your gender of choice?
the shoulders
6. Have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute?
does my friend jeff count?
7. Have you ever had to get tested for an STD or pregnancy?
both.... i was actualy pregnant once

GREED
1. How many credit cards do you own?
two... im bling blinging it
2. What's your guilty pleasure store?
fredericks of hollywood
3. If you had $1 million, what would you do?
something really important
4. Would you rather be rich or famous?
famous
5. Would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make megabucks?
no way... im too adhd for that shiznit
6. Have you ever stolen anything?
yes i steal things from porn shops all the time... no joke
7. How many MP3s are on your hard drive?
fuck if i know

PRIDE
1. What one thing have you done that you're most proud of?
i had sex while standing on my hands
2. What one thing have you done that your parents are most proud of?
i got accepted to art school
3. What thing would you like to accomplish in your life?
meet a guy who really loves me for me and marry him
4. Do you get annoyed by coming in second place?
no.... ive been a loser for a long time
5. Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill than all the other competitors?
no i have no skill
6. Have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score?
no i resent cheating
7. What did you do today that you're proud of?
i ate an actuall meal

ENVY
1. What item of your friend's would you most want to have for your own?
oh man my friend has a bass signed by hatebreed *cream*
2. Who would you want to go on "Trading Spaces" with?
nobody i can decorate my own shit
3. If you could be anyone else in the world, who would you be?
angelina jolie.... so fucking hott
4. Have you ever been cheated on?
yes and it hurts more than anyone will ever know
5. Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own?
my ass is too wide... i got a wide booty... but i hear its cute
6. What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself?
self confidence
7. Do you wish you'd come up with this survey?
no
8. Finally, what is your favorite deadly sin?
lust.... i love that shit like whoa

THREE THINGS YOU ARE SCARED OF:
01 | clowns
02 | squirrels
03 | being burried alive

THREE PEOPLE WHO MAKE ME LAUGH:
01 | ashley
02 | jeff and his penis pump
03 | guppy

THREE THINGS I LOVE:
01 | sex
02 | horror movies
03 | hardcore music

THREE THINGS I HATE:
01 | being fucking cheated on
02 | bad breath
03 | pop punk

THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND:
01 | girls
02 | the government
03 | pop punk

THREE THINGS ON MY DESK:
01 | a punisher doll
02 | an alternative press magazine
03 | my cell phone

THREE THINGS I'M DOING RIGHT NOW:
01 | listening to rap
02 | wishing i were talking to a special guy
03 | typing

THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
01 | get married
02 | run a business
03 | fuck til i pass out

THREE THINGS I CAN DO:
01 | fuck
02 | play bass
03 | skateboard

THREE THINGS I CAN'T DO:
01 | control my temper
02 | pay attention
03 | fuck???

THREE THINGS I THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO:
01 | ed gein
02 | do or die
03 | the judas cradle

THREE THINGS I DON'T THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO EVER:
01 | pop punk
02 | britney fucking spears
03 | the man

THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST:
01 | fuck
02 | cunt
03 | word

THREE OF YOUR ABSOLUTE FAVORITE FOODS:
01 | mashed potatoes
02 | hot pockets
03 | chex mix

THREE THINGS YOU'D LIKE TO LEARN:
01 | how to climb a rock like stephen
02 | slap bass
03 | a pull up

THREE BEVERAGES YOU DRINK REGULARLY:
01 | water
02 | orange soda
03 | lemonade

THREE SHOWS YOU WATCHED WHEN YOU WERE A KID:
01 | salute your shorts
02 | guts
03 | adventures in wonderland

THREE PEOPLE WHO ANNOY THE HELL OUT OF YOU, BUT YOU STILL LOVE THEM ANYWAYS:
01 | guppy
02 | mommy
03 | my godson

THREE PEOPLE YOU WOULD LOVE TO ROOM WITH IN COLLEGE:
01 | me
02 | myself
03 | stephen?

fucking yummy day

Fri, 30 Apr 2004 18:56:34 GMT

its raining..... god dammit i want sex! is that so much to ask for? no! tonight there is a show. everyone should come.

my splendid confusion

Sat, 24 Apr 2004 20:40:06 GMT

so last night was great. i had alot of fun. much thanx to the people i spent it with. im confused though. i dont know what to make of it. but whatever im still smiling and for the first time in 2 weeks i got home at 5. hahahahahahaha

awwww

Sat, 24 Apr 2004 20:19:42 GMT

LOVING ONE. You need safety in your relationship.
You want to be sure in his/her arms, knowing
that he will protect you and you can be totally
devoted to your other. At this point you are
very vulnerable. You open yourself and dont
even think that he/she could cheat you. You
totally trust your partner in every single way.
SO if you find out that she/he lied to you or
played a game this trust is broken. You may try
to forgive your other but this will be very
difficult.He/She has to be friendly and
trustworthy.
PLEASE VOTE, I want to know what you think about my
quiz, I worked hard on it.
You can always message me or tell me how I can
improve that quiz. Ill sure write back.

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am i smiling? i think i am

Fri, 23 Apr 2004 06:25:15 GMT

so today was eventful. i went to my psychology class and finished up all my work in there. hahahaha im done mother fucker! i went to see my little brother's play with chris. that was fun. little kids can be fucking awesome sometimes. my older brother sean was there and he brought paul which made me happy. then all four of us, sean me paul and chris, went to see kill bill 2. that was a bad ass movie! david carrodine said cunt! can you believe it? awesome!

im going ghetto

Thu, 22 Apr 2004 20:20:20 GMT

man i wish i lived in california so i could beat this little fashioncore pussy cunt rag wanna bes face in. stupid mother fucker had the nerve to call me a poser. i can wear whatever the hell i want to, and anyone who doesnt like it can eat shit and choke on a dildo. he prolly gets his ass beat in the pit anyways. oh wish a kid would say that to my face id show the little fuck the meaning of hardcore.

eek!

Tue, 13 Jan 2004 04:36:05 GMT

so yeah..... im bored out of my mind. as if people didnt know that already cuz im sitting here updating my livejournal. this weekend is the big weekend. i go to savannah for the first time ever. im effing excited. i get to see what my mom named me after. anywho, past few days have been odd and great at the same time. hung out with tom and jaeh. we watched the hellfest 2002 dvd. holla! jaeh's cat lestat is in love with me.... so says jaeh. well im tired and need sleep.

boredom like quicksand pulls you under fast

Thu, 08 Jan 2004 22:06:39 GMT

im sitting here at my computer with nothing to do.ha! im waiting for elliott to turn on his phone so i can find out if our plans are still on for tonight. crazy bia. i went to the laurence arms show last night. it was pretty good. there was this one band i thought was great called the ghost. they were pretty unique. at one point i thought the lead singer was bleeding. it was sort of funky. on the ride home me and chris discussed some things. he told me something about avril lavigne i never wish to hear again. went to the orthodontist today and got my braces done. it sucked of course as usuall but what can i say.... its the price to pay for a great smile. my leg has been falling asleep alot lately. i think it wants to fall off. well theres nothing more to say really. elliott better not fucking wait til last minute to call me if he cant go tonight or ill be pissed.

blah blah blah

Tue, 30 Dec 2003 07:14:47 GMT

im sitting here bored as fuck and talking to magoo and lisa. lisa is da bomb diggity cuz she has kept me entertained like all freakin night. kudos to you lisa. i got my ears gauged, well actually they were already 6's but i wasnt wearing 6's. anyways i got some new plugs and they look pimp. i stuck elliott's through my ears the other night to see if i could still wear 6's and they fit so i was like wtf? ill buy some plugs. so i did. shibby!!!! so yeah tomorrow should be sweet. me and lisa are gonna hang out and were gonna cause trouble. you know how it goes? anyways im gonna be off. toodles and happy new year.

what a waste

Sun, 30 Nov 2003 00:07:59 GMT

ive been sitting here and thinking about thanksgiving and what i should be thankful for, besides the obvious, and ive come to the conclusion that there is really only one thing.....the fact that in a few months im graduating and getting the fuck out of florida. why am i thankful for this? because there is nothing here for me. this town sucks, the people in this town and the area around it suck... i mean besides my family, my friends aren't really my friends they're all just fake fronts that i stare in the face everyday of my life, and the person i love is in california basically waiting for me to graduate so i can ship out there to be with him. all in all this place is what is sucking the life out of me and im almost completely drained. im at the point where i want to tell everyone to kiss my ass and eat me and just pack all my shit up and leave.

p.s. i want to thank 3 people who i can honestly say have done the most for me: #1- matt rogers- you give me truth and you're there when i need you, you also make me laugh. #2-grant(from forthosewhowait)- because he always does the guitar licking thing and has always been a gentleman and a friend. #3-liz- for trying to make me see the light, for being there for me no matter what, for not using me, and for giving me a hug everyday of my life and not having a reason to.

im finally gonna update this bia

Thu, 20 Nov 2003 03:24:57 GMT

ummm well im pissed cuz i didnt get to go to the show last night because of the dumbass weather. ill have my revenge someday, muahahahahaha. im learning how to weld and my dad doesnt give me something to put over my head until after i burn the shit out of it. umm dad i see how much you care kthanx.im not sure what to get bobby for his birthday. dammit. ok im done venting. peace out.

ahhhhhh im so bored

Thu, 09 Oct 2003 02:32:16 GMT

my birthday was monday. it was ok. i went to the swamp. it sucked ass. im listening to the streets. they rock my sox. i got another tattoo yesterday. its a pink and black new age star on my wrist. it didnt hurt much. only in a couple of spots. yeah, so me and bobby talked on our walkie talkies last night. it was so leet. i was like we need a covert operation. i love talking to him. i bought 2 new shirts, an asilaydying cd, and a take action cd with my money. i cant think of anything else to say.

ps thatnx to the people who made my birthday really special.

on another note

Fri, 26 Sep 2003 18:33:11 GMT

i just want to say im not really horny, at least no more than usuall, i just wanted to see what the hampster would look like on my journal.

teehehe

Fri, 26 Sep 2003 18:28:42 GMT

ive got 30 minutes to make a c.d. for my friend dominique that i was supposed to make a few days ago. shes gonna kick my ass. ive got band practice toady and then after that is the show at the point. its been a while since ive been to a show. im gonna see one of my fav bands so im happy. my birthday shit is all straightened out thanx to kevin and im finally starting to see a bright future. but im still waiting for the inevitable doom.

pain... its all about pain

Wed, 24 Sep 2003 18:50:54 GMT

yesterday and today sucked the big one. i got my braces tightened yesterday and it hurts so bad that i cant even talk without whincing. i hate these stupid things.

p.s. happy birthday to you jonni even though your bday is tomorrow.

my band is going well. i think its possible we might even play at my party. that would be nice huh? me a form of entertainment at my own party. woo hoo. well my pain pills are starting to kick in. yep yep.

its been a while

Mon, 22 Sep 2003 23:18:17 GMT

i haven't written in forever. wow not since just before furnace fest. my birthday is comming up soon. i'll be 18. my birthday is on the 6th, on a monday. i hate that. oh well. im trying to figure out a place to have my little swaree'. i dont think thats how you spell it. anyways, if anyone has any ideas let me know. its gonna be like a show type deal but more of a private thing. umm yeah. i dont really know what else to say cuz im a loser.

this is the big one.

Thu, 14 Aug 2003 20:32:05 GMT

im going to furnace fest! yay! i cant believe it..... after this i can die happy. knock on wood.